**new xanga

i think switching to digital media will cut down a lot on this crazy stress i've been under lately. i've haven't cried that much in one week since...uh....when i was a baby and i cried daily?

i don't do crying.

woo but things are starting to brighten up. i hope this fall will be a good one.

//--listening
sonic youth paper cup exit
you la tengo little eyes
elvis costello either side of the same town
the new year chinese hand cuffs
sun kil moon lily and parrots
mark lanegan band hit the city
concrete blonde joey

**new photos on the visions page.

ok! so betty's party was a-w-e-some awesome lol.it was sooo neat. well, what i experienced of it was hehe.

showed up a bit late, to be honest i wasn't sure if i was gonna make it at all *sick*. got there at like 9:30ish, just in time to see the last half of gothika. i missed the big dildo unveiling!

so i spent the night at betty's, and the next day i was gonna go to uncle tippy's house with the dick's for the aug. birthdays part II, but i felt like a big old bag of shit so in short, i ended up staying home.

didn't get any sleep though. too many good 80s movies on tv.

i hate when people speed up on a one-lane highway when you're trying to pass them. bitches.

so school's starting to pick up. i suck at perming. it's taking me like 2ce as long as the slowest girl in the class to do it. which i suppose makes me the slowest girl in class, now.

....le sigh again.

but it's ok. i'll work on it. i have like 98 perms to go or some shit like that, so i'll get plenty of practice.

i'm starting to make friends. i know. crazy, huh? but with so few people in my class, i kind of have to. i feel like such a hypocrite though. i always hated the girls that were as two-faced as i've had to be since cosmetology started.

i just keep telling myself that it's necessary sometimes to get along with people you hate, to keep insanity and failure away.

bleck. anyway, on a lighter note: we just brought home a new kitten, princess. she was mickey's, but now that he's moving he can't keep her. she is the cutest fucking cat ever! so tiny.

...my muffler is just about dragging on the ground again. yup. my car=beater.

...why.

why can't i have anyone normal just like me...normally? for once (psst, i mean someone that i can actually attain.)?

...le sigh.

and why is it the only people that seem to be attracted to me (aka obsessed) are the people that have only met me like...once..?

don't answer that.

mk. well, i'm gonna stop whining. because i just realised how fucking self-obsessed and petty i sound.

on a lighter note...white pants make me look incredibly thin..?

//--listening
kid loco ft. tim keegan if it's monday morning
rogue wave man-revolutionary
u2 desire
the tragically hip vaccination scar
neneh cherry trout